Pure Pregnant Rage...over french fries.

So, the other day I had a hardcore McDonald's craving and I wanted french fries in the worst way.  Theo was already on his way out to run some errands which were right by the McDonald's so he promised to pick me up some.

Well, the dummy came back empty-handed.  As a result, he got the pleasure of experiencing some pure pregnant rage.  I yelled at him, I cried, I stomped my feet.  I said, "No noooo noooo, pleassse" over and over.  I kicked him out of our room and he called me an ass.  That prompted some more crying while sitting on my bed....that then turned into hysterical laughter once I realized how crazy I was...until I sneezed, peed my bed and started crying again.

Hubby and I made up of course and all is well.  But I will be honest.  I am struggling pretty bad with my emotions lately.  I've been feeling very down the last few days for no reason.  I was supposed to spend time with a girlfriend today and when she cancelled on me last minute, I just kind of lost it (not on her, luckily).  One thing is clear:  these hormones...they are RAGING!

The moments that make it all SO worth it.

As you know, pregnancy has not been so kind to me.  I've had severe morning sickness and pretty much every other negative symptom you can get.  It's no secret.  I'm not a fan of pregnancy.

However, start at about 15w4d I slowly started feeling better.  Don't get me wrong.  I am in way feeling that so called "Honeymoon" phase.  But my nausea is now mild and that is a HUGE relief.  In it's place I've been blessed with some nice migraines and horrible heartburn.  But you know what?  I can deal.

Recently I started feeling Hannah move and it's changed the way I feel about this pregnancy.  They started as tickly little flutters and now I'm feeling some full on thumps!  I absolutely LOVE it.  It makes all the bad days worth it.  And I love listening to her with my doppler moving around all crazy with her strong heart beating.  I'm bonding with her, for real now, and I'm already so in love.

We recently went on a "babymoon" to the Bahamas and had a great time.  I was in a bathing suit most of the trip and am now very visibly pregnant.  I love that part too.  I love when people look at my belly and then smile at me knowingly. 

We've bought so much stuff already and I can't wait to share it with all of you.  I will post some pictures in my next post! 

I am 18 weeks today and could not be happier!  I cannot WAIT to meet this little girl!

So I pee my pants....often.

Peeing my pants has become a daily occurrence.  The other day I sneezed once and excitedly told my husband I didn't pee!  The next thing that came out of my mouth was ANOTHER sneeze and welp, there it went.  I ran up to go to the bathroom and Theo starts pointing at the couch, laughing hysterically saying "Babe, you PEED the couch!"  Yes, I peed the couch.  I have also peed while sitting on my bed, while vomiting over a toilet, and in a restaurant booth when I laughed too hard.

I am only 15w4d.  I have a feeling things will only get worse.  Pregnancy is just SO sexy.  ;)

BTW-  I want to invite anyone who reads my blog to friend me over on Facebook.  I have a special account JUST for my TWW/TTC friends where I post a lot more pictures and stuff than you will find here.  Feel free to send me a request!

http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=100003769680667

It's a....

GIRL!!!!!! We had our elective u/s on Saturday and found out we're having a sweet little girl. Her name will be Hannah Jean and we are so in love already <3